I have been trying to remember how we said our last goodbye, whether I ran out because I was in a hurry or whether I took a moment to sit with her and appreciate that I might not see her for a while…I don’t remember the last moment I had with her but I remember many moments. Always asking how everyone is doing, alway sending everyone love, always smiling through the pain and grateful for whatever she had. Her beautiful green eyes were  windows into her soul, oozing kindness and  wisdom. We were her happiness, ALL of her happiness was US because the rest had withered with time. She was captured by her body for too long and her soul yearned for freedom.

She is finally free…although we are imprisoned in the darkness of her empty shadow, in time it will be light, and we have to remember that she is free.

Don’t take people for granted, live every moment as if its your last x